Like previous year, I decided to celebrate my birthday somewhere far from where I live.
Why? Because I want to feel something different. I want to celebrate with myself. I want to know how does it feel to be alone (though I'm not technically alone) on my birthday. I was born alone and I just want to be accustomed with that.
To be honest, this year is kinda exhausting for me. It was like... Having someone threw a balloon full of water and splash! It blows up on your face.
It was shocking, but hey I can see clearer after that.
It was more like a trade-off. I trade something for another things. I have to let go something in exchange of more things. And so far, even though it was shocking and well, hurts like
I love the number. It's like 24 hours in a day.
And I'm gonna be
See you next year.